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Post by jagyggdrasil [BANNED] on Nov 15, 2013 11:37:39 GMT -5
*Stretches fingers*. I guess it's time, for me to try to show ~~ what this internet ~~ was originally intended for ~~~ (*feels my nails, glowing in excitement*). It's time for me to try share ~~ a view into the frontier..., yes, and, as such, try to give meaning ~~ to the internet......... . (*Takes note, of the MMV Wily Castle stage theme, heard mentally.....( www.youtube.com/watch?v=JtoQG2kdlYc ), a fitting ~~ theme ~~ for this situation (too)*). (*Gulps*). In my travels, in my experiences, the way that *I* ~~ would describe the conditions of reality (*feels my *right* eye, glowing with the emotion of conviction*).............., is that reality ~~ is/involves "The Survival Of The Smartest"......... . As such, my training, has been oriented in/to/around the *pursuit* ~~~ of a *SUPERIOR* *INTELLECT*............. . I've striven for *ULTIMATE* knowledge..........(*feels my fingernails, glowing in hope, weariness, as well as determination*). I haven't listened to 'the' 'naysayers'.............(I've *avoided* ~~ 'them' like avoiding 'a' '/' 'the' 'plague'.........)..... . I've continued on my quest, to strive for ultimate wisdom ~~~....., avoiding 'distractions' . (I take now ~~, for example, I didn't give attention to 'a' ('system') 'inferred'....'African' 'American' 'hot' 'chick'.........('wearing' 'a' 'shockingly' 'short' 'dress') ('and' 'a' 'black' 'beret').......'who' 'just' 'cast' 'a' 'glance' 'of' 'false' 'promise' (!!!) 'at' my direction (*goes blue, in a full body sense*))....... . It's time for me to show what a day in my life is like ~~, here goes ^_^!!!!!
Since my latest ~~ experiences, which I have posted to a web journal of mine ( jagyggdrasil.livejournal.com/19656.html ) ( jagyggdrasil.livejournal.com/20610.html ), I have been *FEVERISHLY* ~~ attempting to do an *URGENT* project. I have been designing a *NERVOUS* *SYSTEM* (!!!!)....... . I have been compiling *ALL* of the findings of my personal research library ~~... . I *NOW* (!!!) know ~~~, how to reach the next stage of my awakening. I have found, that designing a *nervous* *system*......., is a *MUST*...... . (*Feels my fingernails glowing in shock*). Reality ~~, is an *INFINITE* *INFORMATION* *ENVIRONMENT*..... . As such, and thus, *INGENIOUS*....means/designs of *DATA* *PROCESSING* *FACULTIES*......., *ARE* *A* *MUST*!!!! (I don't know how I could ever be a genius (*wipes my feverish brow*)......, but I sure ~~ will *train* in an attempt to be no 'less' ~~~...., yes, for the sake of the people whom I care about.....). I realize *NOW*, that *FATIGUE*, as well as *GRAVE* *ISSUES* *WITH* *DATA* *PROCESSING*, explain ~~ why I experience ~~ reality ~~ as I *currently* do ~~~... . The "dimension diving experiences" which I chronicle, are but a *manifestation* of my *OWN* (!!!!) (*feels my fingernails, glowing in shock*).......struggling......capacities..., *struggling* to process the *infinite* ~~~ information of reality.......(which explains my fatigue......). Integration of the principles/fundamentals of various types of *MAGIC*.....(mana / many forms of elemental mana) into the moment to moment functioning of complex physiological systems, requires an *IMMENSELY* *complex* ~~ nervous system. Synching magical, spiritual, physical, functions, requires an *IMMENSELY* *complex* ~~ nervous system..... . (Remembers, a post of mine..., done in the past... . Maybe I'll post a photo of it soon.......... . I even mentioned this ago....). Ok, so ~~ *here* ~~ is where my latest research...., comes in (to the post). I have found, that the neurological organ ~~ which resides between ~~ my ears...., has a *MAIN* ~~ *ROLE* / *FUNCTION* ~~ as a *RELAY* *STATION* (!!!!!) (*gasps*) (takes note, of the Saga Frontier II theme "Andacht", heard mentally) / *JUNCTION* ~~ !!!! While *YES*, it *DOES* (!!!) have *AUXILIARY* ( www.thefreedictionary.com/auxiliary ) ~~~ *capacities*....(!!!).... / *EMERGENCY* *BACKUP* *capacities*..........., that can *ENABLE* ~~ it to function as a (*EMERGENCY*) *DATA* *PROCESSING* *ORGAN*.........., it's *MAIN* role...., is intended to be that of a *RELAY* *JUNCTION* (!!!!) !!!!! (Takes note, of a glowing pair of eyes, in the field of my vision...., white ~~ glowing eyes (*blushes as I feel a loving ~~ caress ~~ to the top of my head*)). (*Gives thanks, to the being whom I perceive*). (*Feels my fingernails, glowing in hope*). (Takes note of the closing notes, of the "Majesty of Jurai" theme, heard mentally). Following that lead, (!!!), I found the *REASON* for my current state of functioning (!!!) (*gasps*)............. . Yes, and, in *DOING* so, I found the means to (!!!), apparently, soon ~~ have (!!!) (so I *pray* and *hope*, for the sake (*gasps as a kissing sensation is felt*).......of the people whom I am *trying* *to* *protect*)...............the means / the available data processing resources ~~ necessary to *COMPLETELY* ~~ turn my situation around....; yes, and that, *WHILST* ~~ avoiding ~~~ 'having' 'to' 'have' 'a' '96' 'quadrillion' 'metric' 'ton'......'head'......... . Yes...., doing so, may *take* *some* *time*, but, I have *already* ~~ had some results ~~ for just *designing* ~~~ my intended nervous system. The other night..........., amidst noting (!!!) (*feels my nails glowing in shock*).....dimension diving experiences, I experienced a feeling of *NERVOUS* (!!!) *PRESSURE* ~~~ within me. (*Gulps*). I *kept* hearing at 'a' (!!!) 'seeming' 'HELICOPTER' (!!!)..., all the while ~~~..... . (Yes, the day prior, I had written *feverishly*, and even drew diagrams, which presented a "solution" to my current situation). Well, suddenly, I felt a *ORANGE* (!!!)....type of ......aura field ~~~.., *BURST* ~~ forth from my being (!!!). I *GAWKED* (*gulps*), and *SHOT* *UP* from my bed ~~~ (from the vantage point of this body, the body which I currently type with (which I call the "psionic body"))...... . Well...., what happened then, but me ~~ suddenly noting 'a' 'helicopter' (!!!) (*cackles*), 'darting' 'off' 'from' 'where' 'it' 'was' 'hovering' ~~~ (!!!!!!) ('it' 'was' 'hovering' 'directly' 'at' my location).......... . (I don't even *KNOW* 'what' 'that' 'was' 'about', but I don't believe in 'the' 'government' '/' 'men' 'in' 'black'.......'stuff'. I don't even think 'they'......are prepared ~~~ for me.........( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Normalcy_bias ) ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dementia ) ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychosis ) ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denial ) ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia )........). Me??? I'm going to monitor myself ~~ *very* closely ~~ in the upcoming times ~~~......(*feels my fingernails, glowing in hope*) (*gulps*).......... . Me? I give thanks, to the divine beings, who gave me the chance to ~~ think ~ my way ~~ to a solution ~~~............for my current circumstances ^_^.
